Hello, I'm still alive, the thing is, i have no idea how long i have put that title hanging without putting the inside. Long time i have not write, it's not that i lazy, it just that i forgot i have a blog. The title, its all about giving. I bet, when i put that title, i have something to say about giving and how it will comeback, maybe. I forgot. But now, when i am here again, and see that title, i have a different thing to say about it all about giving.
Fact is, everyone are born to give. The moment i out into this from my mom belly. My parents must have great joy of me safely, healthy being delivered. Aren't we all the joy to our parent. But, as we grow up, we stop giving. Maybe not entirely stop giving, just end up giving less, and start to take. Become a taker instead of giver. Its sad sometimes, especially when i read some news about a kid went and sue the parent for give birth to him without concent. It baffle me to think, what kind of lawyer accept that kind of case.
Between the last time i wrote till this day, there were so many ups and down happen in my life. I lost my brother who is such giver due to heart attack. I miss him so much, on his funeral, so many people came to give the last respect. When you are kind, people know, respect you, and acknowledge you. After the funeral, i end up sleeping and wake up hoping all of it just a bad dream. But reality really hit hard, he is gone and never will i interact with him anymore. Al-fatihah to my brother and may god gave mercy to his soul.
Then, a few years later, i lost my dad, on the third day of syawal. No more will i hear the dad joke he make. Such a great dad to a lousy son like me. A loving husband to my mom. I miss him much.
Now i live with my mom and taking care of her, hoping to be good child for her.
Hei, not all bad things hapen during this period of time. A few years ago, i bought my first house for investment. For other, it might be small. But it is an achievement for me.
Well, i deranged from the title. Its all about giving, sharing is giving. Share happy moment, sad, experienced that happen. When it's resonate. It help.
I wish i could give more. Living with my mom and give her what she need is the least thing i could do. I could never be able to repay her the way she been taking care of me. Giving all that i could to make her happy. But all the thing she wanted from me is for me to be happy, and to always pray to God and remember God, never to miss 5 times a day prayer and get a wife. Sorry mom, but this 1 son of yours having a bad luck in relationship.
To anyone who read this. If there is anyone. I pray that you have a beautiful life. And keep on giving. The truth is, giving gave happiness, the more you give, the more happy you get. Sometime, you will feel tired, but if you sincere, that tiredness turn satisfaction. Forgive. You can't spell forgiveness without give. As people said, forgive and forget. You give, then you get. Give what you wanna get. Give happiness and get happiness.
By the end of the day. All well ends well. Hope you have the time off your life.
