its been a very longtime that i have not put a single word in this blog, i would say, not many people would read my blog anyway, but what the heck, there were time that i feel like i have an idea of what i want to wrote, but then again, out of laziness, none was wrote,
so what makes me happy? what makes you happy? to understand happiness, lets first understand sadness, so what is sadness? what makes people sad? it is an obvious answer, when you hurt, you sad.. simple as that, when i was a kid, a rock hit my head, i sad then i cry. but crying sometime does not mean people are sad, sometime people are so happy of joy it move them to cry, and funny thing are, most of us does not realize this, when they sad, they actually smile, laugh just to hide their sadness, to show that they are not sad,
i am sad, got sack from my workplace, there is my friend, put a smile on my face, they know nothing about me, or i got dump by my girlfriend, i am sad, there also my friend, try to cheer me up, put a smile on my face, try to hold things together, got to be tough, smile will make me happy, but end up being a pitiful guy, or i got sack, there is my friend, tell them the story, cry if i want to, let everything out, and move on and find my self a new job, be happy, got dump by my girlfriend, cry, let everything out, thank god i am still alive, find another girlfriend, move on, find out what not working in a relationship and what work in the relationship, be happy til the rest of my life,
seriously, honesty is the best policy, stop with the fake smile, be honest to be happy,
