cancer..:(

hello, just went back from hospital visiting my mom`s cousin`s son in the ward, he is diagnostic to have tumor inside his body, luckily it was an early detection, he just 17, heard story from his mom when he first heard the doctor said it, he was like very shocked and somehow in denial, he just want to go home and have problem accepting the fact  that he is sick, its been 2 week now that he is in the ward, he can`t speak now since the tumor grow at his voice box, at first the doctor thought that there`s an infection but after proper check up they`ll be doing some kemo thing. i don`t know, i was not there when the doctor talk to his mom,


the teacher and friends came to give support for him to stay strong,

i always heard cancer happen to people before but never thought that it could occur within the family, right now, it was a relative of mine, but who knows, maybe soon or later it could happen in my family, maybe me myself. this makes me think, we human are small in front of god, today we might be rich and healthy, but tomorrow, we never know, if god says it, it will happen, some people will have a mind set that this is god will and a test from god for us to stay strong, but some was so frustrated and start to blame god for it and question why, end up being a victim, to be responsible or be a victim, since that i am not in the shoe, i don`t know, but there is a time i imagined if i have cancer or aids, what would i do? the shocked and fear, god i pray to you, please give us strength to proceed on everyday life.

all well, ends well.